Monday, October 20, 2008

laxity

i think Facebook has stolen my blogging time.
yep, that must be it.
After working on computers all day long at the hospital, checking email and Facebook when i come home . . . i'm pretty much tired of sitting, staring at a terminal and/or keyboarding.
poor excuses allfor not blogging,
yet legitimate.

i'm fighting off a cold and have been plagued with all of its yucky, attendant symptoms.
who doesn't hate catching a cold??
blah.

I fell right off the good nutrition wagon today.
it was ridiculous
and i had been doing so well.

i mean i was in such a mood after supper, i could have just kept shoving in all kinds of junk. I had 3 sqares of chocolate but that did nothing to stop me. I had pretzel sticks, (did i mention 2 cupcakes? i didn't? um, yeah i ate those too - they were small, but covered in twice their weight in ahem, buttercream) I didn't eat much at breakfast or lunch. . which i'm sure is what triggered this crazed feeling of binge-iness this evening. I even ate POTATO CHIPS and i NEVER eat those things!
I blame Rob for the chips.
He bought the stupid bag of "reduced fat" Cape Cods.
I think that was the first bag of those things we've had in this house in YEARS.
geesh. . . i ate some sour jujubes at work this afternoon because they were there. . pathetic.

i go to 'endless buffet land' in Mexico and LOSE weight, thank you, traveler's "indigestion" and now that i'm getting over that finally, i act like i've never seen food before. what is that about??

Deep breath. . .

Its done, and tomorrow's a new day, right?
the jujubes are gone
the cupcakes too
the chips? I'll leave the rest for Rob
the chocolate? maybe padlock the cupboard??
ask mom to stop buying us chocolate. . .

when i was a teenager i looked like a stick version of myself and ate Wunderbars, Harvey's burgers and fries at midnight, McDonald's hot apple pies, Laura Secord mint chocolate bars, banana splits - come to think of it though, i walked everywhere, rollerskated, swam and rode my bike. .

grrrr. . . i'm mad at myself. . I need to evaluate some things. .

2 comments:

frequ3ntliblond3 said...

Well..if it makes you feel any better, pretzels are actually pretty healthy for you. But I have days like that too. When I do so well for a couple of days, then the next couple of days I totally crash and burn. Boo for that! Today will be a better day!

Gina said...

Aww Kat!!
I'm kicking myself for not eating better in college... I was 25 pounds lighter in high school!!

It is quite easy to inject yummy healthy stuff into one's diet... I hope you find some fruits and veggies that you enjoy- so it can make the transition sweeter!

Did you do a lot of walking in Mexico? I thought I would return from Alaska with an extra 10 pounds (24 hr buffet on cruise- yipes!) but the walking curbed that... I didn't gain anything!

Are you doing lots of exercises still? I tried a dance workout video... and thought of you and your dance classes!

Hope you feel better!